Being able to tear your hair out is a talent.

I have to be thee most gullible, yet empathetic person on the face of the Earth. :(  

I always find myself volunteering/agreeing to carry out tasks when I know that I don't really want to. Today, I missed school for various reasons: 

• I can't drive in heavy rain because my mother is a hypocritical cunt.
• I felt like shit; my body ached all over, I lacked pep && motivation, etcetera.
• I felt emo and what not. I slept the entire day away, passed up an offer to go to mall, etc. Depression, ew. No worries; it had a lot to do with my physical pain.

Quick breakdown: Because it is only my twit of a brother, my lazy step-father, my ill mother and I in the house, I am often the designated person to run all of the errands. I don't have much of a life, so I don't mind. But when it's was made obvious that my own family members are using me, I got ticked off.

Why the fuck would you ask a person to run errands for you when you refuse to give them gas money, slap a curfew on them, and of course, make it obvious that you are using them? I don't work; my mother's rule pretty much bans me from doing so. (she creates these wicked rules under the inane theory of "we are prominent && you don't have to work") I love her to death, but I honestly do not understand her logic. I digress =\ I had more to say, but fuck it. Thats enough ranting for now<3